Having some coffee, trying to wake up from another bizarre night of sleep due to jet lag from my fabulous trip to Ireland. Thank goodness I had some time off from going back to work. Speaking of that, how badly am I dreading that? Ugggg. I love being off. Though having all of this time to nyself is very odd, I know most people would love it but it is lonely and a tiny bit scary at night. Wouldn't it be fun to actually have a partner around that 1. enjoyed being with me. 2. liked to talk to me. 3. maybe occasionally wanted to do things with me.

Sigh

Nurse Jackie completes me.

Attittude, attitude, attitude. I am kicking ass and taking names. So tired of being sad all of the time. This is MY time and I am going to live every day to the fullest and if you don't want to be a part of that or are sucking the fun out of my life then no way no way no way. It is all abotu the fun, the fun the fun and not always being sad. I cannot live my life that way. So, girlfriend, you are getting a tan today, laying in the sun reading a book and you are going to go and run and find the things that you love to do. Oh, and by the way, Nurse Jackie, my new role model. LOVE HER!!!!!!!! Well except for the drugs, but she is awesome. Take no prisoners

I am watching the Biggest Loser and it for some reason Gillian is really, really bothering me. I hate how condescending she is to overweight people and they all think she is so awesome. I HATE skinny people that think that those of us that are overweight are sloppy and nasty and terrible. I try, I really do. I need someone to talk to about my weight loss and how crappy I feel about myself. I need HELP.

Boots are the Goal

I am setting goals for the new year. I have decided to theme my goals around a pair of boots. Several reasons...

1. I want to lose weight and buy a pair of black, stiletto boots and wear them at my son's graduation. With a mini skirt and white shirt. Being very tan. This is the goal.

2. I like the comparison to "These boots are made for walking, and that's just what they'll do." I am making a pledge to walk away from anyone or anything that is bad for me. I'm walking away from things that don't add value to my life or suck away my energy!

3. I just like the way boots sound when you walk. I feel fun, confident, and sexy when I wear boots.

4. When I am a famous author and I go to author signings, etc. I will always wear a pair of boots. They will be a part of my persona. I am going to make sure my main characters in my books always wear boots.

There you have it. I also love the Nancy Sinatra song and love singing it very loudly in my car. It's on my IPOD. It is my new theme song for when I need to remind myself of my goals.

So, here we go and here is where I will keep my posts on my journey. Put on your own boots and come along. I'm wearing my first new pair, a pair of Banana Republic black chalet boots I got on EBay. I love them. They have pointed toes, a must and are extremely comfortable. I can wear them all day at work without my feet hurting. That counts.